THE MOMENT I TURNED 35 I FELT 35 - THE JOURNEY OF MY AGE

For a while , i think i did certain things because i thought i had to. Like , one day me and one of my friends we were at lunch, and i think i purchased something, and she kind of looked at me and asked : " do you feel good enough?"

In that moment i start thinking at myself , the way i used to be and what i become...

# You can buy as many nice things as you want to feel good but that's my worth? #

Now i'm going back to simplicity , that's always who i've been and i want to stay like that. I'm more than happy where i m now , with what i have now and i think i'm in a good place. It's a lot of self discovery and yes i feel like a totally different person. . I can say that in this journey that i'm now , beside of the fact that i changed my way of thinking i also changed my address, i give up at a lot of things that was not representing the lifestyle that i'm having.


If i'm serving a glass of wine i'm not trying to hide , if i want to ride a bike or to dance in the middle of the street i don't give two shits if somebody is watching .

It's weird right? I was in such curious place for the last few years. I wanted to explore, to see how is it to try different stuff, situations, people.
It's not like i'm removing myself from anywhere. I'm still taking my shit with me but i'm choosing a different way of living my life.

I feel very sure of where i'm, i don't feel erratic or emotionally unstable like i used to.

The moment i turned 35 i felt "35" , like not old but more in peace, knowing myself better and finding myself somehow.

I feel the need to spend more time with my family, i'm more selective, i do things that i really want and i'm not running anymore.
Maybe my ambitions were too high and my ego too strong i don't know i used to be so random and at the end so tired...but now i start this journey on finding myself and till now looks pretty good. Still missing some parts but that's why i consider : "a beautiful me".

All of you who are reading this remember that is never to late to rediscover yourself , to go back to basic , to make yourself happy and : " YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL ANYHOW AND YOU DESERVE THE BEST "