What makes you beautiful ?

After a long period when emotionaly i was up and down , when nothing has a logic in my mind and soul , when i achived a lot of hate that i was able to distroy a world i looked in the mirror and i find myself ugly , i find myself hating and pushing people far away from me . I ask myself why m i doing this , i ask myself is this the solution for my happiness, is this how i want to live my life? Being full of negative thoughts i couldn t answer but i force myself to try and do something .
I closed my eyes for 5 min and i imagine my life without all this factors that brought me in this situation, i imagined myself without knowing some people in my life that hurt me so much, i imagine myself happy again . In that moment i said to myself that nothing in this world can bring you more happiness that you can bring to yourself . But how? Always i put my happines in the hands of others , always i was thinking that i ll be happy if i ll find my match and he ll love me or if my parents will be always next to me or if my friends or the place that im working will be in such way ... But no!
I realise that i have to start with me , with the way i'm seeing the world, what i can do for this world to make it better !? I start reinventing myself ...
I woke up in one day and i start smilling , i start seeing the sun , the flowers and the beautiful people around me...All of this were there before but being full of hate i was not able to see it .
Now i start to rebuild my soul , my body ,my mind. I want what is best for me and i want to be happy from the  bottom of my heart.
I'm ready to embrace happiness and beautiful minds , i fell ready to give without aspecting and to live on the wings of a butterfly ...to feel the smell of all the flowers , to breathe the fresh air and to clear my eyes with all the colours of this world.
I choose to smile , i choose to love ,i choose to give and i choose to be happy again.
The best way to keep yourself beautiful is to use make up for your mind and soul not for your face ...
Love every inch of what bring you happiness ...