Lost inside;)

Just an illusion in my eyes for a moment I thought I find you but no... was a illusion of my thoughts! I lived in a world coloured just from outside. In a world where I was a princess and you were my prince but just in my thoughts . Where nothing else matter . I was imagining you imagining me that was my only reason why I kept myself breathing your air every day and night.

Illusion that kept me alive for so long too long ...I lost my power I lost my dreams I lost myself inside of this! What was this?! 

Was what I wished to be I confused myself with the one that I created in my mind !

I lived a lie but a beautiful one a lie that I wanted to live...

I lied myself so much until I start believe my own lie.

I felt lost again ...

I felt scared and lonely ...

Suddenly I felt nothing ...

I felt nothing just pain ... 

My illusion was not there anymore my thoughts were somewhere else ...my heart was missing ...my feelings my life ... my soul was a mess ...I was lost...

Lost inside of my own illusion !!!;)